Thick Brains

 I, as a 12th grader who's been pretty average in all walks of life and has backache have developed an interest into many fields and backed off because they felt out of league. But a crude yet funny phase of my adolescence pushed me into being anxious and anyhow developing an interest in my own thoughts; thoughts that horrified. 

Thoughts can be pretty interesting, they can make you go through a life of someone you think you are. ( in a unnecessarily tough manner; because universe, they say, teaches you through suffering). 

And when you began being too interested in your own thoughts you either write, read a bit more, follow a few amateur ethics pages on Instagram or be diagnosed with some disorder that people don't will to accept as a disease.

 Usually both the events occur together. And yes it happened with every person whose quotes you read or come across on media very frequently. They did really go through a good heartbreak sort of thing if not it must be great to be blessed with that level of thinking. 

Recently I created a twitter/X page before my preboards and a friend texted saying he doesn't understand what I wrote and he feels dumb about it and told me to take that as a compliment. The thought that popped up out of somewhere was that it was a great of an idea to write something that people cannot understand (even I don't) and be really confident about it because that make people feel dumb, that makes them feel inferior , it may give them a false sense of believe that the person who wrote it (me) is probably more than them ( it may or may not be true)(it may also work with many other aspects of life) (if the other person is smart, don't blame me you must have used your brain) . It could be possibly possible that many historic poets or writers did that (or they were drunk) and if brought back to life they'd be confused about what they wrote too. They as individuals just wrote, we as a society made them great.

Because we as humans

Worship what we don't know or understand. 

Because everyone from a vantage point can be refuted, can be denied (including me, you, buddha...) 

But as hugo says "there are more tongues to talk and few heads to think." 

The day you think, you oppose. 



-Meghna Singh Chauhan.